LOVE what is love???

LOVE what is love???

Thought I was in love with the man of my dreams to come to find out that man didn’t love me. Its time to move on find something new trying to make the past be the past but I’m stuck cause if he only new how I fell in love with him I fell in love hard. But its ok ill get it together from the help of a friend that cares much less not wanting to see me with him. It’s crazy everyone doesn’t want me with him I mean I new all the shit he did to me but I have to put my foot down and say I’m done. I never wanted it to happen I thought he would have change just cuz the fact I told him I loved him I thought he loved me but I guess it wasn’t the same. He stayed yelling at me like I was a fucking child like I wasn’t older than him or even had feeling he gave me mixed emotions to the point one minute he cared the next he didn’t and I don’t need that in my life that’s an unhealthy relationship I mean it came to a point that when we argued I got so mad I used my fist it shouldn’t reach to that point I said but I’m not gonna lie to you I felt damn good

It’s not like he did a lot for me to be in this relationship all he did was feed me give some money from here to there and DICKED me down….and so called Loved me

LOVE what’s love???

I thought I new long time ago but now I’m here confused don’t know what to do sometimes I lay and I cry my self to sleep how sad is that to no everything we had was just my lil FANTASY….. To no that I LOVED you more than you LOVED me??.....

Its going to be hard I no that for a fact but I have to start by just not calling you and leaving you alone because I always put you first I loved you more than I loved my self and that’s suppose to be the other way AROUND……..

LOVE what’s love???

I asked…..