Unfortunate Forgiveness

on a scale,
i weigh my thoughts,
my actions, my wounds
pertaining to you.....
so far, bad is what
the scale is screaming
And unfortunately I Forgive you
This is not the first
Unfortunate Forgiveess,
That ive dished you way...
But there isnt much i can say....
Im only here when you want me...
and im quiet as can be
when it comes to you dirty deeds
and you caring about me....
And unfortunately
I forgive you....
But is shouldnt be this way....
Im fed up with your lies
And all the games you play, so
My Unfortunate Forgiveness
I give you to no more......
Because my Unfortunate Forgiveness
Is walking out the door!!!

No Longer will i cry

As my eyes seem to fill
and my heart seems to fall
I think to myself this isnt me at all
As my eyes grow weary
from my extra long nights..
I think to myself, Why am i still puttin up this fight
As my face seems to tighten
and my body begins to weaken
I think to myself where do i find a reason...
As my hurt seems to linger
and my anger begins to rise
As my heart starts to break
I begin to realize...
This isnt for me..
The Love i have is real....
You may not see it...
But to me this is a big deal...
So i leave behind
All the memories
and to u i say goodbye....
For no longer can i take this

No longer Will i cry!!!